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Chapter 20

Where the Heart Leads

Once Mia got home, it didn't take long for her life to pick up its usual pace again.

The project scheduled to launch in the first week of the new year had entered its final stretch, and revisions and approval requests kept coming in one after another. The food her mother had packed for her filled one side of the refrigerator, and every now and then Mia smiled at a photo her sibling sent, but then she closed the screen and went right back to work.

She didn't log into ARCA for several days either.

Logan messaged her now and then, and she replied, but their conversations never lasted long. If Mia said she was busy, he told her he understood. He didn't ask when she was coming back or try to pull her away from work.

One day became two, and before she knew it, nearly a week had passed.

It didn't feel strange.

Whenever work piled up, everything else naturally moved further down the list.

Until the morning of the launch, everything seemed to be going smoothly. The final assets had been approved, and every regional campaign was ready to go live on schedule.

Mia set her coffee beside her and checked the status one last time.

Twenty-one minutes to launch.

Then a message came in from one of the coordinators.

An ad image meant for a different market had been linked to one of the regional campaigns.

At first, Mia thought it was a single misplaced file. But the more she checked, the bigger the problem became. Two versions had gotten mixed during automated distribution, and the wrong assets were now connected across several placements.

The client started asking whether they should postpone the entire launch.

Mia pulled up the distribution panels immediately.

"Don't stop everything. We can isolate the affected region."

"If we have to send it through approval again, we won't have enough—"

"That's exactly why we shouldn't touch the rest. Disconnect the incorrect files and leave the other regions alone. I'll replace the affected version."

After that, there wasn't even time to check the clock.

Mia stopped distribution on the incorrect assets, kept the unaffected regions intact, and reconnected only the revised files. While sending updated release times to the client and regional teams, the scheduled launch time came and went.

Ten minutes.

Twenty.

When she checked the final distribution panel, the statuses began changing one by one.

LIVE.

A moment later, every region showed the same thing.

Mia finally leaned back in her chair and let out a long breath.

A message from the client appeared almost immediately.

All regions confirmed live. Thank you so much for your work.

Then came a flood of messages from the team.

Mia answered a few, checked the final billing details, and closed every open screen.

It was done.

She had been working on the project for months. At one point, everything had nearly stalled after her proposal was used in someone else's business without permission, but somehow they had still made the original launch window.

She felt good about it.

She really did.

The feeling just didn't last as long as she expected.

Once the laptop was closed, the apartment felt almost too quiet.

Mia reheated some of the food her mother had packed, ate alone, then put something on while she sat on the couch. A few minutes later, she switched to something else. Then she turned that off too.

She had wanted free time for days.

Now that she finally had it, there seemed to be too much of it.

She almost messaged Clara, then remembered she already had plans. In the family group chat, her mother had uploaded a photo of dinner.

Did you eat?

Mia replied.

Yeah. I had some of the food you packed.

She set her phone down and lay back against the couch.

After a while, a familiar icon caught the edge of her vision.

ARCA.

She stared at it for a few seconds before Logan finally came to mind.

I wonder what he's doing.

That was all.

It wasn't that she had missed him so badly she couldn't stand it. She hadn't spent the past few days feeling lonely because they weren't seeing each other.

Work was over.

The apartment was quiet.

And she had time.

Mia sat up.

"I'll just go in for a little while."

Even after several days away, logging in still felt familiar.

Her living room slowly disappeared, replaced by the lights of the city at night. Instead of choosing one of the places she usually went with Logan, Mia picked a riverside walkway she had visited alone before.

City lights stretched across the dark surface of the water, and the breeze was cool enough to make walking pleasant. After spending days connected to clients, teams, and endless streams of work, being alone for a while felt nice.

She wasn't sure how long she had been walking when a familiar voice came from behind her.

"Mia?"

Her steps slowed to a stop.

She recognized the voice before she even turned around.

Logan stood a short distance away.

For a moment, they simply looked at each other.

Mia smiled first.

"Long time no see."

Logan smiled back.

"I was starting to think you weren't coming back."

"It's only been a few days."

"Felt longer to me."

Mia laughed.

"Were you that bored?"

"A little."

"I only came in because I was bored too."

"Then I'm glad you did."

Logan fell into step beside her, and without discussing where they were going, the two of them started walking in the same direction.

There was no awkwardness, even after several days apart.

Mia told him about the problem right before the launch, and, exactly as expected, Logan asked how many hours she had worked before he even congratulated her.

"Not that many."

"I don't trust your definition of 'not that many.'"

"I'm serious this time. I even turned work off for a whole day when I was visiting my family."

Logan looked at her.

"Really?"

Mia lightly bumped his arm with hers.

"Why do you sound so shocked?"

"No, it's just that you've always—"

He stopped.

Mia looked over.

"Always?"

For a second, Logan looked almost as confused by his own words as she was.

Then he smiled.

"I mean, you're always like that. Once you start working, you completely lose track of time."

"You said that weird."

Mia let it go.

Just then, something small rose from the grass near the river.

A blue butterfly.

Its faintly luminous wings drifted slowly in front of them.

"There it is again."

"You've seen it before?"

"A few times."

Logan watched it too.

"I think I have too."

Mia glanced at him and smiled.

"Maybe it's following us."

"Then it's a stalker."

"A pretty stalker."

The butterfly circled between them once before floating out toward the river.

A little farther down the path, Logan held out his hand.

Mia took it without thinking.

Warmth settled against her palm.

It was the first time she had held Logan's hand since coming back from her family's place. It was nothing like hugging her mother, of course, but after spending several days surrounded by real voices, real bodies, and the warmth of people she loved, something about Logan's hand felt different than it had before.

Logan glanced at her.

"What?"

Mia looked down at their hands.

"Nothing."

But she didn't let go.

She had only meant to stay in ARCA for a little while, but they ended up making another loop around the river before stopping at a nearby café.

The conversation drifted from her project to her family. Mia told him about her mother cramming food into her bag, opening Christmas presents early with her sibling, and the three of them spending far too long trying to fix one stubborn old string of lights.

She found herself smiling as she talked.

"It was better than I expected."

"What was?"

"Just being there."

Mia ran a finger along the side of her cup as she thought.

"We talk all the time, so I never really thought of them as being that far away. Even though I have to get on a plane to see them."

She smiled a little.

"But staying there for a few days felt different. We didn't even do anything special."

Logan watched her for a moment.

"When are you going to visit again?"

"I'm not going to wait that long this time."

"That's good."

He didn't ask anything else.

Mia realized she liked that about him.

She was used to being needed. Helping with her mother's medical bills, covering household expenses, taking care of things her sibling needed—it had all become part of her life. With clients, she was the person who fixed whatever went wrong.

With Logan, she didn't have to accomplish anything.

She didn't have to solve anything.

Being there was enough.

They kept talking about nothing in particular until Mia finally checked the time and sighed.

"I should go."

"Are you coming back tomorrow?"

"I don't know. Depends on work."

Logan smiled.

"Of course."

"What?"

"Nothing."

Mia started to get up, then stopped.

Logan gave her a questioning look.

"You're not leaving?"

"I am."

"Then?"

Mia didn't answer right away.

She had been perfectly fine without seeing Logan for several days. Work had gone well. She had been happy with her family. She had come home and slipped right back into her normal life without any trouble.

That made the answer simpler, somehow.

She wasn't lonely.

She wasn't looking for someone to fill an empty space.

It was just Logan.

That was enough.

Mia looked across the table at him.

"Logan."

"Yeah?"

"Kiss me."

His eyebrows lifted.

"Right now?"

"Yeah."

"Where did that come from?"

Mia smiled.

"Do I need a reason?"

"Usually I'm the one who starts it."

"So I'm starting it this time."

Something softened in Logan's expression.

Mia didn't wait any longer.

She leaned across the table, caught the front of his shirt in one hand, and pulled him toward her.

Logan let out a quiet laugh at how quickly the distance disappeared, but the sound vanished when Mia kissed him.

She had started it.

For a second, Logan simply let her.

Then his hand came up to her jaw, his thumb brushing across her cheek as he kissed her back. Mia tightened her fingers in his shirt and pulled him closer.

The kiss deepened.

She drew back just enough to catch her breath, then kissed him again before the space between them had a chance to settle.

Logan's hand slipped from her cheek to the back of her neck, and a shiver ran down her spine.

This time, he was the one who pulled away first.

Barely.

There was still hardly any space between them.

"Mia."

His voice had dropped lower.

She smiled.

"What?"

"You said you had to go."

"So?"

"If you keep doing that, you're going to be here a while."

Mia still had a fistful of his shirt.

"Then I'll leave a little later."

Logan laughed.

This time, he kissed her first.

Mia closed her eyes and slipped her arms around his neck. The warmth of him, the quiet pull of his body against hers, the feel of his breath—it all sharpened at once.

For those few seconds, whether this was ARCA or anything else didn't matter.

She wanted Logan.

Not what he gave her.

Not what he made easier.

Him.

It was a while before they finally pulled apart.

Logan stayed close, looking at her with an amused expression.

"You're different tonight."

"How?"

"You asked me to kiss you first."

Mia tilted her head.

"Want me to stop?"

His arm tightened around her waist.

"That's not what I said."

Mia laughed.

Outside the café window, a blue butterfly drifted past.

They both noticed it.

"There it is again," Logan said.

"Yeah."

The butterfly skimmed the edge of the glass before disappearing into the dark.

Mia watched it for a moment, then turned back to Logan.

Her thoughts didn't feel complicated anymore.

She wasn't choosing him because he completed something missing in her life. She wasn't holding on to him because she was afraid of being alone. It wasn't even because being with him was easy.

None of those reasons mattered.

She liked him.

She wanted him.

So Mia chose Logan.

That was all.